it was happened yesterday i was doing my final paper's revision, it all went smooth until my friend and her.. came and sit same table with us. Ok lah still got nothing i'm cool i'm cool.. continue study.. but after few moment, when they started to ejek each other.. i'm still cool if i dun have feeling towards the girl. But i can't, WHY? coz of previous insident happened 2 years ago i still remember it was chrismas where i went to eat with the 2 very "good" friends who have betray my trust, haiz.. dun want to talk about it.
2 years and it still hunts me...
back to my story... i did feel that "if i can really talk like him or even be like him, won't it be better"...the prob with me is the comunication skills... they say gemini has sweet mouth ... but i dun think so (for me) although they are not a couple but it doesn't feels right... have to control control..
this morning i lost another chance to meet with her when i saw the msn msg haiz... if i can see her probally i can apologize to her about how i feel to her and just be friends....
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